lol I just keep losing followers this morning. I’m about at the point where I really don’t care anymore. I know I’ve not posted a lot lately outside of my queues, and when I do, it’s been RP-related stuff. Ah well.

Now that my brain is on Barty and his love for taking his clothes off, I have to ramble just a bit.

Barty’s body is covered with scars, the worst of which are located on his back and right shoulder, and they were received during the 30-something years he spent in a dalek prison (with the exception of his shoulder scars, because those were self-inflicted after he escaped). He’s also slightly underweight (permanently) as a side effect of the weapons that were developed and used on him during said time. Barty thinks he’s pretty much hideous now and he’s taken to hiding his body under very baggy clothing, and he refuses to go to swimming without a shirt on to hide his back.

You would think that it would get in the way of his love for actually stripping/being nude in general, or interfere with his major kink for having sex in public. But it doesn’t as much as you’d think it would. Because he’s lived so many lives, and been so many people, and those sides of himself usually push through and he just can not help himself. Like the part of him that still remembers his days as Casanova. It helps him get past those feelings of just wanting to hide himself, and he can easily let himself get lost in the moment/passion/etc, because then that’s all the matters. And it also helps that the only people he romantically goes after are ones he trusts and truly loves. He knows he doesn’t have to hide from them and if those feelings come back (and they tend to do), that he can let go and they will be there to give him the encouragement and reassurance that he needs.

It’s always about love with Barty.

Ugh. I’m tired and I don’t know what I’m writing anymore. This sounded so much better in my head when I started it. Hopefully it makes some kind of sense.